A call

So here am i posting again.. After the last few months.. As information, i have not been in really good condition lately.. Mostly stuff from Uni and laptop issue i had (tho its probably fixed now) Anyway, i just finished calling with my father..well we usually dont have much common topic together as we dont talk as much eventho we are on call.. So.. Jz now he was just asking how am i doin as usual and i just replied that I've feeling stressed wit my study lately.. Good thing was he asked me not to get too hard on myself and rather just try my best.. And asked me to call him anytime when I dont feel well before we ended the call..while whole conversation only lasted for maybe 15 mins.. Maybe its just my condition.. I literally shed a tear right after the call..

Whenever I'm slacking off

Whenever I'm slacking off, I like to think about some deep theories.. so what I've thought today is >> There are ppl who changed gradually according to period of time (oh well.. everyone changes), for some of those ppl who chg to way better often feel proud of themselves n thnking they would do anythng not to go back to how they were before. But, wats important for me is.. ppl may hate their pasts, but one should be grateful n not forget about all of it.. becz those r part of us which we cant get rid of, n those r wat made us stronger today. And for me, those who couldnt accept their pasts are weak n lost eventhough they may appear to be stronger based on the outside. ///////////////////////// If you noe wat i min. :)

the day i skipped class :X

So yeap, I skipped my lecture and tutorial for today becz im already in the easter holiday's mood. Bt anyway, I did go to a couple of places in city today.. 1st i was reli desperate for a good, satisfying breakfast.. bt instead, I was too desperate that i ended up having just breads for breakfast.. then, aftr I spent sum money on cosmetics, i made my way to NGV by tram and only found out that it's usually closed on every Tues.. instead of chilling at NGV coffee place, I had to make my way back to the nearby Starbucks to just.. sit, relaxed n chilled.. well.. while reading the script of my club's production..(wic i did not understand a sht abt the story since it was too abstract) So when I was sitting on the tram waiting to reach starbucks, an old lady behind me was suddenly passed out.. so there were few ppl who were taking care of the lady and informing the tram's driver abt the fainted lady.. well, she wasnt reli fainted bt she wasnt conscious.. so wen the driver asked her hw does she felt, she was saying sumthin lik "im sweaty.. bla bla bla" and stuff u see.. her face was clearly pale tho.. then the driver quickly got her sum water and stopped the tram service while ther was another older man thumbs up at the driver and praised him "..goo..d..good.." :P Since the tram is no longer operating at dat moment, I had to get the tram behind.. so there were quite loads of ppl who were entering so luckily i gt a seat, bt i was ended up having to giv my seat to an old man who happened to stand infront of me... and it was my 1st time of actually asking the person to take my seat rather than just get off my seat silently and hope for d person to take my seat...well, atlis I done a good deed when i was skipping classes.. LOL /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// oh well, tho i skipped my classes.. I still had a pretty good and smooth day.. atlis I actually felt alive by wondering around the city even just alone rather than sitting in tutorial pretending to be brainstorming of ideas.. well, I wasnt reli alone all day, I met wit yoyo and bernice... bt d point was I realized that Im trying too hard to not being stressed when its actually the main reason of y I'm stressed lately.. or u can put it this way >> Im stressing of trying not to be stressed.. if u noe wat i min..

2013

So... It's finally 2013 and I'm still alive... the last summer I did not do shit.. well.. dats not the point.. the point is, I realized i should just keep blogging and stuff.. who knows it might actually be helpful for my rationale writtings or sum sht lik dat.. :X alright.. so based on my zodiac, dis year supposed to be pretty good for rooster ppl.. and i too believe it.. but somehow i just felt lik sumthin's missing.. as if im sort of afraid/bored and I cant really figure out wat is it.. the good news is I've finally got into a chinese theatre club in melb uni as the editor there.. well, the ONLY editor i supposed.. and wat the club members said to me wen finding out im the new editor was >> " wowww, being an editor is real hard and u gonna hav loads of works to do!!" << and i do believe it.. so.. *fingers crossed* //////////////////////////////////////////////// Anyway, the first thing i learned in this year is dat.. well.. as usuall.. One should always be open-minded whther to urself or other people.. In contrast.. People are not always like what we think they are, or what they say make them what they are.. people lie, pretend and stuff.. not even with the reason to be understood by other people nor themselves... which is really complicated for me to trust others.. So I guess I should just keep calm and .. owhh well.. *fingers crossed* Hope this is gonna be a good year ahead :3 <3

random quote ;)

hiiiiii :D so i'm back again~ i noe i hvnt been posting thes few erm... weeks? bu there am i again >:DDD u see, i'll just nvr kill my blog.. yet :) ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// anyway, i've found dis quote frm fb and i thnk it seems to be making sense :) 我们错过的不是时间，而是感觉。

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latest fav> tonari no kaibutsu-kun

it's been awhile since i read manga:P anyway, i've been really interested in this manga alot >> tonari no kaibutsu-kun.. infact, it seems so nice(so far..)that i've jz finished it's latest chapter of manga since the anime update was too slow..(yea, i realized im addicted to diff thngs each time when rushing projects) anyway, if u like romance comedy with reli hot characters with interesting plot.. this should be ya 1st choice x3 or shud i say "if u prefer any manga/anime with hot characters and interesting plot, this is ya 1st choice" <3 my fav chracters in the story r mitty, natsume, haru, yamaken, yuuzan.. though my type is certainly yuuzan, but i reli like yamaken and haru as well.. so far, im pretty attracted to yamaken, perhaps im having sum sorta > "2nd guy fever" .. well.. sometimes the 2nd main guy is more attractive in sum other stories(i still like haru though x3 since he's also hot :P) ahhh... if ya know what i min.... x333.... but i guess the reason im easily attracted by yuuzan and yamaken is becz they are both feminine looking guy, meanwhile still hot as a guy.. LOL~~~ anyway, mitty is really cool too.. infact, she's handsome x3 (maybe in the way of attitude?maybe.. o.O she really has those sorta characteristics which belongs to a main GUY in romance story)

DAMNNN.. im certainly having high fever abt manga guys again!!! >///< .... << never be too old for this .. lolx~~~