random quote ;)

hiiiiii :D so i'm back again~ i noe i hvnt been posting thes few erm... weeks? bu there am i again >:DDD u see, i'll just nvr kill my blog.. yet :) ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// anyway, i've found dis quote frm fb and i thnk it seems to be making sense :) 我们错过的不是时间，而是感觉。

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latest fav> tonari no kaibutsu-kun

it's been awhile since i read manga:P anyway, i've been really interested in this manga alot >> tonari no kaibutsu-kun.. infact, it seems so nice(so far..)that i've jz finished it's latest chapter of manga since the anime update was too slow..(yea, i realized im addicted to diff thngs each time when rushing projects) anyway, if u like romance comedy with reli hot characters with interesting plot.. this should be ya 1st choice x3 or shud i say "if u prefer any manga/anime with hot characters and interesting plot, this is ya 1st choice" <3 my fav chracters in the story r mitty, natsume, haru, yamaken, yuuzan.. though my type is certainly yuuzan, but i reli like yamaken and haru as well.. so far, im pretty attracted to yamaken, perhaps im having sum sorta > "2nd guy fever" .. well.. sometimes the 2nd main guy is more attractive in sum other stories(i still like haru though x3 since he's also hot :P) ahhh... if ya know what i min.... x333.... but i guess the reason im easily attracted by yuuzan and yamaken is becz they are both feminine looking guy, meanwhile still hot as a guy.. LOL~~~ anyway, mitty is really cool too.. infact, she's handsome x3 (maybe in the way of attitude?maybe.. o.O she really has those sorta characteristics which belongs to a main GUY in romance story)

DAMNNN.. im certainly having high fever abt manga guys again!!! >///< .... << never be too old for this .. lolx~~~

father?partner?

so something funny happened today in class.. ther were oni 3 ppl at the beginning of lesson today including my lecturer and then we all were sorta chatting abt gangnam style .. and suddenly, the another gurl said tat gangnam style's dance is usually popular among ppl 50 years old and above.. and i replied:" yeahh, i thnk dats true cz my FATHER knows how to dance yet i dont." and then somehow, the lecturer heard "PARTNER" when i said "FATHER".. so he asked:"heyy, how old r u actually?" and i answered:"im 19". then he said sumthng really.. well.. funny.. i guess, he replied:" so ur PARTNER is much older than you are?" and i was like..." errr... no..", he:"so he's not above 50?" me.." err.. no..." and then he was like:" ohhh.. but u said jz nw that ur PARTNER is above 50?" ...... me.. " ohhhh.. that was my FATHER.." and so i was laughing and the lecturer was also laughing and said to another gurl(who is also laughing): "ohhhh!!! no wonder u were so quiet about it..!!" and so we all laughed again.. to be honest, it was pretty embarrassing.. -.-

bad mood

Not in good mood today.. feeling awful.. need to torture someone..

p.s. I love you?! seriously??

so I've jz finished watching this movie >> p.s. I love you. to be honest, it sucked.. like.. really... SUCKED.. and ther r countless reasons to that.. 1st of all, the settings were stupid, for example: the random guy appeared in the movie for just a short while, doing nothing much to the story except sleeping wit the main female and singing for her like after her husband's death in less than a month..(or maybe around that) guess what, he ended up with the main female in the end rather than another guy who appeared alot in the movie and liked the woman from the beginning and the reason they din end up together was becz they don't have feelings for each other after they kissed.. the guy said he was like kissing with his sister, I min.. I get that and it was normal for thngs like this to be happened, but that was just f*cking DUMD..(if you know what I min).. and another wrong part with the movie was the gurl's clothing style, she didnt have a fixed style of clothing in the movie though she had such strong characteristics .. so lets see few from the list: art student clothing(with tons of colours going on), mature-looking tight dress, vintage/retro looking dress, hoodies...etc and all were just too dissimilar in style-.- plus, her acting skills was so bad+fake and just made u felt like she was just reacting to each individual scenes rather than connecting all the parts together.. maybe it was becz of her clothing.. but it was rather irritating and disturbing to actually watch her kissing scenes.. in fact, it was kinda killing me to watch it -.- it looked so damn weird(it's not gross, but .. trust me.. it's weird) and i dont thnk it was related to her acting skills watsoever.. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// there are countless of reasons that this movie is bad(like mani of the parts just seem wrong..)I dont even know y the novel was once so popular back then, I agree that the way , which the husband left letters for his wife after his death was kinda creative, but somehow I just get the feeling like the author just throwing cheesy stuffs into the story in order to make the it more romantic or something, but it jz didnt make sense..I thnk the romantic feelings still can be reflected even from the small and simple things instead of.. you know.. saying cheesy stuffs.. doing cheesy things..it was just too FAKE.. more fake than "THE VOW" ( \though the vow is inspired by true events..) ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I was trying my very best to finish the movie so that I could remove it from my movies collection smoothly.. anyway, I'm so GLAD I didnt read the book -.-

grp project

damn the grp project !!! Im having another grp project this time and its about making a youtube clip and get as mani views as possible.. so there are 4 ppl in the grp.. and of cz, there are few issues within.. 1st: theres a fren of mine who chose to grp with another fren of her which i knew was gonna be useless after all, and the fren of her chose to grp with another useless person who hasnt even finished her previous project yet.. 2nd: the friend of mine keeps wanna insist in her idea even when other members dun like it.. 3rd: we were planning to get it uploaded during the weekend but one of the member jz have to work and stuff so we hav to postpone it.. 4th: my fren who didnt get approval with her idea doesnt feel happy whatsoever, thnking that "OUR" idea went to waste (P.S. i wasnt involved in the idea, i was just adapting with hers, yet she thinks im on the same boat with her idea, and now shes dragging me around)... 5th: I cant thnk of 5th yet, but I hate group project...!!! ////////////////////////////////////////////////////// owhhh, greaat.. now 2 of the members wanna quit..my reaction >> GO KILL YOURSELF!!

punishment

you know i dun wanna talk abt this, but.. as a lesson for the future-me.. I have to.. so i have finally handed in all my projects, which i've been rushing since last week.. but i dun feel happy or relieved........ so lets strt frm last week: ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I had three project, D due on tue, postcards due on ytd and F due today.F was a long project that required lots of time and commitment.. this was the reason i chose to finish both D and postcards first so that i cud fully concentrate on F. I finished the postcards pretty early but D was a folio project so i gotta spend some time working on it, then i ended up finishing them on monday.. while on tuesday we were sorta having presentation abt ideas and stuff abt the finishing product thngy.. this was the another part which i was pretty pissed off cz i din get much comment on my design comparedas it wasnt inspiring to me watsoever..the teacher was jz saying "it's pretty nice effect on the artwork..~ " and other stuff...for me, this was more disappointing than receiving critics ... bt its sumthing i shud learn to create a design that offers discussion for audience..ANYWAY, the point was ... the deadline of that project has been CHANGED to NEXT WEEK.. >>>I jz nid some1 to smack me in the face..<<< bt in a positive thnkin, i have time to fix my design again.. anyway, this jz change my entire day as i was spending so much time on a project that due next week while leaving another project to be completed in 3days.. -.- let me repeat myself.. project F was a total headache cz it needs TIME...etc. bt I was jz exhausted with everythng.. so i went to sleep early and planning to start doing project F in the morning of wed.. so this left me 2 DAYS to complete a 12PAGES of webpage..(i used to spend 3-4days for 4pages of design in last project of previous sem) So i was trying pretty hard and giving my best for the remaining.. which brought us to ytd.. I stayed up until 3-4am and planning to wake up at 6-7 this morning.. and GUESS WAT, I OVERSLEPT and woke up at 8.. while the project was due be4 12.30.. I din even have memory of hearing 2 of my alarms ringing.. guess i was sleeping-dead... In the end, I submitted my project in 12.24pm which is be4 deadline and i was relieved abt it until i realized 2 navigation in each of my webpages were "terbalik" after returning frm toilet(yea.. toilet)..and it was nearly 12.30.. bt i decided gave it my all to fix the navigation.. AT THIS TIME, my laptop suddenly became LAGGGGGGG before i cud strt fixing the stuff.. which left me 2 minutes... and when i was finished and ready to submit again.. it was 12.31.... that time i was jz reli frustrated(still abit frustrated nw) as all my efforts had GONE..gone.. i was thnking y wudnt i wait for toilet be4 checking the webpage.. etc.. ther were lots of stuff on my mind.. I figured mayb i shudnt submit again after all since ther was gonna be reduction of marks 5% becz of late submission....so i jz went to my class right away.... however, i stil hav submitted it for the second time cz i realized it is much important to hand in a proper work rather than submitting a bad work on time.. so i returned home after class to re-submit the work again.. (as the rest is all up to the teacher to choose either to be marked)..I dun expect much result for this project so i reli nida nail the upcoming project.. in order to balance up the scores.. though quality of design shudnt be defined my scores.. bt i dun lik the design of anythng below "DI" & "HD"... so... still.. GOD BLESS ME.. ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// these are obviously a punishment/lesson for me to not procrastinate anymore.. cz all the problems mentioned above wudnt exist if i chose to strt working earlier.. It's a habit and choice.. but i gotta overcome it..

Cold? nahhh

So recently, I've discovered that Im the type of person that easily get bored..(i thnk i've mentioned this be4) anyway, I've also realized my lack of feelings in certain stuffs.. it's nt that im cold blooded or sumthin, it's just dat I dun feel as much for certain thngs compared with others.. mayb it depends on the subject(only with thngs that im strongly interested)..or else.. hmm.. guess Im jz dat kinda person :P

friendship

So I've been thnking about this recently..(yes, i have mani projects to do yet im thnking abt other stuffs..): mani ppl have been talking abt:"yeahhh, it's normal u guys arent as close anymore compared to last time, it's normal that ppl changed and it's also perfectly normal if u guys just stopped being friends gradually". But, it's not fine with me, I dont wanna just sit and talked abt bunch of those stuff rather than taking actions before it's too late.. and I surely dont wanna thnk back in future that I kinda miss those friends, but.. what to do~ we havent been in touch for years while knowing that you werent trying ur best to keep the friendship going.. it sucks!!

always stay strong

today, I've jz found out that my fren has a few serious issues.. 1st her agents threatening her by asking to pay sum ads money or else she wud have to move out, 2nd, she doesnt have a proper laptop and line for working for sch projects(this week is crucial cz of folio submission on nex week, so if she moves out, wud be hard for her to concentrate on study) and lastly her parents got divorce few days ago so she doesnt wanna let them know abt her conditions..As a friend, I really hope things would work out for her D:however, thes have also taught me to always stay strong and positive..

my current mental state

Im not in gud condition mentally.. well, actually physically too.. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// anyway, I nida submit alot of stuffs on next week and now Im totally freaked out cz of .. well.. I hvnt really done much thngs.. plus, I have realized that I lost sumthing important as an designer/artist(whatever you cal that) and even as human being.. which was I had forgotten how to dream D: until ytd I noticed I forgot how to draw underwater world which everyone used to draw since kindergarten/primary school.. and this made me realized that how could I ever forgot something as important?? yes, my techniques have improved thru all thes years, but it's just... goshhhh.. and I've been eating alot recently..(yess, we're talking abt A LOT) aissshhhh, hope i could recover as soon as possible.. no!!! I have to overcome thes issues !! ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// anyway, I've been planning that I would really love to further my study in new york after graduate my degree cz I don't wanna stay at the same few countries all the time, I wanna see and explore more in many different countries!! :) ........here am i , speaking abt new york and not finishing my projects.. god bless me /.\

super awkward!

today..was a really awkward day.. I don't really like to mention it.. but, I felt lik i shud so im jz gonna quickly go through it :| *jz came back and havnt even bathed yet* so anyway, everyone was invited to workshop bar today and I wasnt planning to go, really.. but ther was this gurl, luna who asked me to go.. So I thought I should just quickly drop by at the bar and return to home for dinner..I have also asked another gurl,rachel, to come along with me later to the bar..(incase I've got nobody else to talk with in the bar, atleast I can chat with her) and she was okay with it..Then, luna told me she was going to meet up with few friends 1st before meeting up with me later at the bar.. So I said it was fine and I went to the bar with rachel 1st and we were sitting with a group of unknown people.. which was awkward enough (though I managed to chat with one of them)... I felt lik wanna go back to home and so I asked rachel along since she was also bored with the situation.. So we walked out of the bar and I walked her back to her accommodation since it was the same road with my bus stop.. After sending rachel back, I figured I should not just leave Luna's case aside since I sort of promised her that I would go to the bar and catch up with her, which I did just that I didn't wait for her..I have also called Summer for Luna's numbers, gues what.. she didn't have her frikkin numbers.. Suddenly, I decided to drop by the bar again in case she was there and so I could inform her first before going back or I could even inform Ian who didnt realize I was there earlier(different table), to help me pass my message to Luna.. trust me, I was rushing back to the bar and the 1st thing I did was went through the bar and checked if Luna was there.. naturally, she wasnt.. So, I then went to find Ian.. and he was like " Heyyy!! seen!! You're here!!"then almost everyone else at the table was staring at me in that moment.. and I just really wanted to quickly tell him what I was going to say.. and guess what, I looked like someone who was being chased by animal or sumthing.. I was breathing so hard(since I was rushing), I couldnt talk properly especially in such a crowded place with music playin whatsoever.. Then, Ian got out of his sit and suggested that we should go outside so that he could hear properly.. So we went outside(just to talk about Luna's case) and he was like " no worries!! yeahhh!! I will tell her about it!! If you come back, you should sit together with us!" << (sumthin lik that..I, then said I was unable to join them cz I had to go back for dinner) which left me into a really awkward situation.. it was like I brought "awkwardness" to a whole new level.. That was another reason why I really didn't feel like going back.. Then, I was walking back alone to train station instead of bus stop and trapped myself in embarrassment <<(awkwardness overloaded, I also felt guilty for rachel who might felt I was using her which was what I intended in the 1st place) until I post this into blog to remind my future-self to stay away from this kind of situation anymore.. Im not even sure If I have the courage not to think abt this case the next time I go the workshop bar..I should not have even went to the bar today in the 1st place whatsoever!things just werent right for me lately!!

holiday mood

sch has reopened and im still in holiday mood.. guess i nida get back on track ><

quote time! :)

so I've been watching "i love you, man" ytd and it taught me sumthin which also remind of incidents that happen on myself. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// as we all know, everyone don't stay the same way as they r, they come and go.. for a moment u meant something to others, and the next thing u realized? boom. you dont mean shit. but most important thing is that you should never forget who you used to be and never give up on yourself and who you are!

beautiful myth

haha, i was jz listening to the "beautiful myth" by han hong and sun nan.. it was an old song bt i stil lik it :) han gong has such wonderful voice as i can feel her emotions.. and guess what, I cried in the ending of the song Y.Y such a beautiful song...<3

frikkin sick

In a relationship, a partner is one's that reflects yourself. you treat them nicely because you're always expecting the same from them. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////// it was something i heard today.. and.. my opinion was.. REALLY?? that was the most selfish and sickest thing I've ever heard.. though this phenomena is common for these days, but it just sounds WRONG...if you think that is normal, think twice, do you know what 'love' is?? Im no saying I know it but I just think that is really PATHETIC cz you're just seems lik having a relationship with yourself and buying ppl... and the next thing you do is break down?? really?? becz your partner din reach ur expectations??<< which is actually something you chose to do to urself and now you're gonna blame it on others?? could you even spell 'sincerity'?

InspirationFOX

So.. I've been watching ANTM recently and I love cycle 13 alot because of nicole fox!! x33 I love her style, runway( it's the 1st thng that i thnk it's weird but in a good way!) and the way that she becomes different but still herself during photo shoots(it's not like she becomes another person but more like she's sooooo into the process that makes u thnk that she's totally a different person compared to her usual self)!!x33 She's such a genius and different from any other models frm any cycle! she's not afraid to improve or get embarrassed when it comes to her passion, yet she's always stay true to herself!! which I really need to learn about- "get better and still be yourself" and "if you are weird, then let your weirdness get better"....lol OvO"

inspired :)

Not about how long you both have been together, but what what you had with each other.

yes or no

So this afternoon I watched "yes or no" with yelo after we felt bored and nowhere to go. and we discovered that the actor in that movie was so good looking and also a GIRL!O_O

miracle and earthquake

so ytd was a miracle, i've drawn something on RMD!! infact, it had been 3 years since ;) I gues i was influenced my shinying since she nvr actually quit rmd be4 :)) Suddenly, everything on my desk was shaking while i was drawing..(ofcz, included my desk) and guess what it was EARTHQUAKE!!!! OAO ( it was my 1st time in life to experience an earthquake O_O)but it only happened for few seconds(~luckily>.<) ytd's finish piece >< i guess i played too much with decorations:P ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////// and today, miracle continuesss~~~ im doing a collab with shinying^^

dance? o.O

so i went for hip-hop lesson today wit rocky..(yea, it has been so long since my last short-lessons i had in m'sia..) well, d reason i went was becz 1st lesson was free of charge~ (since im too poor to spend few hundreds on a sport in a month)so i gave it a try, and i cudnt walk properly after dat cz it was reli exhausting, i felt tired after 1st few mins of lesson..hahaha~ anyway, it was a gud experience since i hadnt been moving so intensely for so long...(gosh, im getting old!!) i've also realized that my address and availability of time were not qualified for being hired for a job ( i need mor money to spend!!) however, im jz gonna keep applying :\ *fingers crossed*

Napoleon Exhibition

I had a pretty gud day 2day, I finished my torrent and meeting up wit my fren for visiting Napoleon Exhibition on afternoon. 22.50$ sounded pretty expensive for a ticket but it was actually worth it. I was overwhelmed by the sense of royalty from the works and well... everythng was so awesome and delicate.. especially those jewellery and small- boxes.. and finally, i gotta view d famous painting, Bonaparte Crossing the St. Bernard Pass by Jacques- Louis David !!(best version out of all) it was d main reason i went for the exhibition :DD *feeling lucky* ^^

what a day!

This morning I got my all my assignments handed in:) I've been having really hard and bad days becz of rushing my assignment. But, I jz gotta keep moving so dat i get a better 2moro ... hahah~ anyway my holidays are officially started!! hope to get accepted for jobs !! :X

kimono

my fath jz came bac frm japan this morning and he bought me a silk kimono xDDD nt a high quality wan but stil feeling excited xDDD cant wait to wear it .. as jacket.. at home ... 'w'

:D cat

i din hav an awesome day today probably becz of i had to woke up in the morning for grp project( it's finally over!!!:D)> lecture > and theatre.. and i was in a rush after d lecture cz i've gotta catch up wit the drama after.. so i ended up having breads for my nite as dinner...:| and the drama took me mor than 3 hrs to finish and ther wasnt any bus available at d moment.. so i had to go bac to train station to take the train in order to reach home.. so, i was pretty lucky dat d train arrived in short time and while i was on my way walking back to my hse and suddenly a cat appeared !! :D i wanted to play wit it .. though.. bt ther were ppl walking behind me.. so i din wan them to thnk i was insane for playin wit cat in the midnite.. so i waited until those ppl passed by and went back to play wit the cat xD and dat just made my day.. it actually helped me to release my stress and worries... so i decided i shud hav a cat as my pet nex time wen thers a chance xDD ~~!!

stupid day

today was such a stupid day ! why? well, it was becz ther were various thngs happened today dat were unpleasant..we gotta strt frm the morning since i woke up.. with the realization of having both grp meeting in d afternoon and foundation graduation tonite jz din make my day..1st, i woke up in 7.30am to do my freakin cropping and composition project. naturally, d lecturer din chec any of our works today, wic was fine cz he din usually chec it anyway.. BUT, the point was dat i could hardly wake up this morning bt I DID instead jz to finish dat stupid boring assignment. okayy, another thng wic was d fucking brief for studio A journal... -.- i dun even wana mention abt d content rite now... lots of work to finish be4 sem break -.- AISHHHH!!! k, now.. I'll be skipping til d grp meeting on dis afternoon.. i dun get d point for stayin in a grp room and doing ntg.."credits" to d guy reserved a room and got us sat ther watching him working -.- (dats jz not hw a grp project works-.-) dat guy seriously pissed everyone else off in the grp.. -.- im not saying he's a bad guy, but i surely hav comment wit d way he worked for grp project, i wudnt giv a sht if it was his own individual project bt he gt rest of d grp members unhappy abt him..(DUDEEE!this was a grp project, did u actually thnk dat u gt extra responsibilities compared to other members??u're nt d fucking ldr, so stop making others to do things in ur own ways) -.- OK, IM DONE WITH DIS GUY... let me skip until the graduation thng.. all the students had to arrive around 5.45pm.. and i tot we were gonna hav dinner instead cz i had a tiring day and i was starving and gues wat.. WE'VE ONLY GOT THE FREAKING SUPPER!!! i jz cudnt wait to finish d ceremony asap since i attended jz for certificate... and another matter, wic was.. i din thnk few of d teachers rmb my face -.- was it becz of my hair or stuff dat cudnt make them recognize me? THAT WAS SUCKED! OH.. BELIEVE ME, ther was another much stupid matter dat happenned be4 the ceremony, i tot i 'LOST' my phone and no one answers no matter hw mani times we called my num.. in the end, it was actually vito hu stolen my hp and put it back into bag after i ran "MILES" to find my phone..STUPID HUH? dat almost drove yoyo crazy..(i guess) bt d gud thng is dat yoyo and sana were such nice frens dat they helped me to call.. and yoyo, hu came wit me to find my phone together :) owhh, and be4 i came to conclusion, ther was stil one mor issue, wic was after d graduation, me and yoyo was planning to get our dinner together bt she ended up having to go to her club wit sum helping related d theater stuff.. we were planning to buy hungry jacks together bt ther were too less food left in the kitchen... so we ended up going back to our destination separately and having me eating instand noodles while blogging now... //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// in conclusion, im din min to complain abt my life.. bt today's lesson definitely included improving my way of dealing wit ppl and hope 2moro's gonna be a better day.. -.-

spending.. again

alright, so today.. i skipped class again(this time was purposely)because the teacher was boring(though he's kind and friendly) and everythng he said in the class was .. well, boring too.. i've got ntg to show and since i wasnt gonna listen to his talk anyway..all i nid was having sum1 filling in 4 me:X gues what, i lost my freakin earphones..(again) so i went for a walk in melb central....naturally, i entered cloth shop and bought a jacket and top with me... then, i spent another 20$ buying that freakin noodles earphone wic was sucked.. and i knew that be4 i bought it.. seriously.. i oni had 2 options : 1. heartbeats 2. cheap earphone(since i've gt no money to get heartbeat) yeaaa.. that was probably wat i did be4 strting my book cover thngy..

thoughtful?

have you ever had d feeling that you thought yourself were usually d one who being so sympathizing, but then it turned out you were actually the one who being extremely reckless and selfish all the time.

happy bday.. me

dats rite, happy 19th to me~~ well, dis year... it's alright... :) since i enjoy spending my time alone.. so, my brothers went out for movie and i gotta stay bac for lecture.. on friday's night.. and my bday.. :| atlis i bought myself 2 tops and got 2 brunetti's cakes frm my brothers.. dis is nt my best bday after all.. wit d fact dat im turning 19... not to mention dat ll got her tattoo on today and lm they went to movie on my bday..however, BIG THANKS to those hu wished me and i jz realized dat d day wic i say most "thankyou"s ... dats rite.. on my bday:P bt thx to d yall anyway :)))) \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ... my wish?? well... 1. hope to be young,beautiful, and attractive FOREVER(physically.. such as having a much fair and smooth skin, no more hair loss or gray hair prob...etc.. :X come on, it's good wish alright~ ) 2. hope to learn more abt art and designs,meanwhile, making good uses of it :) 3. get to draw more and try more kinds of drawings,and make huge improvement on my skills and techniques. 4. hope to get much smarter and better in doing things, such as having much motivation,time management.. etc.. 5. hope to hav mor good things happen on me, my best frens, and families :) 6. hope to discover my own magic/super power ability~ (im serious~ :P u got prob wit it??) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// well, hope my wishes come true dis year~~ i noe im greedy~ but...come on.. IT'S MY BDAY!!! :PPPP

nude drawing

this morning was d 2nd time i did nude drawing~ i was in rush and forgot to bring my papers :| and so was rocky~ den we sorta rushed to d artist supplies to get papers, we went.. even though d teacher din allow us to go, cz she wanted us to borrow papers frm classmates and stay until d break to leave.. well, we din listen~ cz our classmates oni brought few anyway~ -.- she wasnt happy.. reli, a bit.. well.. as if she was gonna provide us free papers immediately~.. -.- skip to d drawing process~ hahaha, i realized it was NOT reli a gud idea to draw naked person in early morning without having breakfast in d 1st place.. :| hhaha, d funi part was wen jenny said :"其实鬼佬画得也不怎么样～“ (i burst into laugh rite away, cz i was actually thnkin abt d same thng too.. jz dat i din say it out loud..:P) den suddenly kc fell down in d middle of drawing process, she tot it was too hot in d studio.. she fainted.. :X however, i realized dat we shud respect and appreciate d efforts of models as artists, cz i realized dat it wasnt easy to keep a posture for a long period..naked.. even though they liked doin it or did dat jz for paid, watever, bt still... :) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// after drawing class, me,summer and rimma went to take sum photos for research of studio c.. since we were supposed to finish them since las week.. still, it was quite efficient of us to be able to finish d task in an hour :) hahahah~

happiness?

whats the definition of happiness?? Im not happy?? Im so happy that i can just accept every bad things that happened and move on, how unhappy i could be?? hw happy could a person be when he's letting every little things to bug him constantly?? isnt that jz showed hw unhappy he felt wit his life????

quote by me :DD

sometimes its the simple things in life that we cannot attain. (translated by ll)

Sweeney Todd

Jz finished watching "Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street".. wat a sad movie, d man hu wanted to take revenge eventually killed his own beloved ... :\ clearly prove dat hatred can put someone in blindfold :X and so as love.. :X anyway, love helena bonham carter's acting and Tim Burton's movies!! ^^ cant wait to wac "Dark Shadow" !!! xDD

축 생일

so it has been a week since i posted.. anyway, i was busy over my assignment last few days and i oni slept for an hour d day be4 since i gotta hand them all in d nex day.. luckily, i managed to submit them all ytd morning..thanks to god and ll !! :DDD and thx to d gurl at officework too cz she helped me wit printing and scanning of my works :)) yes.. yesss.. i noe i shudnt leave thngs to las sec .. X| and i stil hav oracle project due on d day after.. T.T oh yea, ytd was d 1st time i did nude drawings:D memorable~ though they luk funny cz i wasnt allowed to luk at d paper while drawing~ ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// ohh, and another news.. today is junki's bday!!! xDDD Happy Birthday xD!!! 축 생일 !! :DDD

im thnkin~

so lately i've been thnkin wat happened to me since i was slacking off too much.. and den i finally found d answer- my sch works r not interesting enuf to fascinate me -.- so i figured wat i shud do i to find d interesting part frm d sch works so dat i can hav motivation to do them :P

korean drama

i've been watching "you're beautiful" for my whole day, though i hav tons of assignments waiting for me :X.. sorry~(yea, d show dat i've been stuck at epi 2 for d last few years) anyway, i found out that im actually also quite sorta attracted to feminine looking guy :D such as jang geun suk in dat drama, though he used to luk mor manly in "beethoven virus", bt i prefer his style after "you're beautiful"~ :P however, im having an issue rite now.. mayb i shud jz sit back and fantasize.. but... Y IS D PPL IN DRAMA,MOVIE(..etc) SO ROMANTIC ??!!! AND CANT BE HAPPENNED IN REAL LIFE???!!! I NOE DAT ALL OF DAT JZ MADE UP BY PPL BUT.. STIL...SO UNFAIR!!! UNFAIR!! >:((((

i.draw

dats rite, i drew sumthin (comic style gurl) tonite and it wasnt part of assignment :X its been so long since i actually feel lik wanna draw sumthin out of my own voluntary especially comic style illustration.. and i did it tonite :DDD though it isnt completed yet :X atlis i gav out my 1st step and i wud lik to finish it soon :X i cant guarantee my new visual diary wud be full of drawings at d end of dis year, bt i hope i wud always hav d mood or motivation to keep drawing.. strange hope.. i noe.. haha~ :X well, drawing in head is always diff compared to doing it physically..

nail art + workshop bar

oh y, i was too concentratin on talkin abt d anime. btw, i ytd went out since 7.45am for classes den left earlier during studio c. anyway, ther was a 1st gathering for communication design 1st year student on ytd 5.30pm at workshop bar. so be4 dat went to rocky's place for d 1st time and she did me a my 1st nail art :) reli lovely of her, thx rocky!! :DD so after dat we went to d workshop bar wit sana and summer. it was my 1st time to go to a bar as well and it was a cool place wit diff style of interior, d drnks and pizzas nt as exp as i tot bar shud be :) anyway, it was gud to noe abt other classmates as well :)

ending of saiunkoku monogatari

i jz finished d 2nd season of saiunkoku monogatari ytd and today i went to chec on d real ending of the story thru d novel :X guess what, i found d real ending and i finally understand d reason of not releasing d following season of d anime: in case i forgot, i paste it here::: [[[[[True Epilogue]]]]]] - Ryuuki's reign truly begins in Jyouchi 5. His reign is noted for having no wars and for cleaning up after the 100 years war. Much like his father was compared to Sougen, he is compared to Soushuu. He's also famed for having only 1 wife. - At age 32, he marries Kou Shuurei. At that point she was a famous official but she gives up her official status and accepts Ryuuki's proposal. - This is also the year when a new girl passes the examinations. This new girl is Shuuran from the Brown Providence and also becomes the first Female Prime Minister of Saiunkoku. - Ryuuki's reign is famed for a period when women were exceptionally famous. Hyou Shusui advanced schooling, Kou Yuri conducted a lot of charity and raised the quality of life throughout saiunkoku. Shuuran governed well. Ran Jyuusanhime was famed in the military while Heki Karin was famed in the arts. Sai Rin became the minister of crafts while being the wife of the Prime Minister. - Kou Shuurei is one of the most famous because her life was not too long.. The year after her marriage, Kou Shuurei died in childbirth at age 30. She died saying "my just a little more time ended" Few records of her life remain leading to her legendary status. - Shi Ryuuki immediately made Riou his successor but Riou gave up his succession right to Shuurei's daughter who lives 70 years as a rare Queen. Riou becomes prime minister after Tei Yuushun Kei Yuuri and Ri Kouyu and restarts the tradition of Hyou family in the government. - Shuurei's daughter is one of the rare Queens of Saiunkoku's history (asides from the ancient queens) and was said to closely resemble her mother. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// well, it was right not to hav following seasons to be released becz d ending FUCKING SUCKED even though shuurei finally married to ryuuki, bt they oni gotta live wit each other for a year be4 shuurei's death(they dun even gotta chance to stay wit each other more in anime as well since both of them always busy wit their own business-.-). in my opinion, the real happy ending shud lik : shuurei married to ryuuki and both lead their lives together happily ever after, their daughter becomes d 1st queen in history and so on since mani and characters(except shuurei,ryuuki and sakujun)and parts of d anime usually hav happy solutions -.- and i din even get to c sakujun more though i understand it was right to let him died at d beginning-.- anyway, the ending SUCKED!!!! :((((( i also thnk dat ther r too mani chracters in d story -.- (FUCK D AUTHOR)luckily i finished d anime without knowing d ending if not i wudnt hav courage to wac anymore -.- ANYWAY, i shud proceed to my next target, chrno crusade >:)

saiunkoku monogatari

jz finished watching 2nd season of saiunkoku monogatari >< and d ending wasnt even lik an ending also even though i knew it wud be lik dis>< but... it was still a vry nice anime T.T and i wanna wac more!!!!!!!! watching it has became part of my daily routine T.T !!! and i felt bad for not knowing more of d story T.T especially abt sakujun's part T.T it was such a sad and romantic story~~~ T.T though few years had passed and ther wasnt any news for releasing of 3rd season but i stil hope for it dat one day i can wac d rest of d story of anime T.T

magical

i was finding a song dat i lost few year ago, bt den i forgot d name of dat song.. anyway, i found an anime wic named saiunkoku monogatari.. it was jz an old anime, bt since i wasnt in mood of doing other thngs dat related to study, so i jz streamed d 1st epi of it while chatting wit ll :X and den we talked abt sum diamonds and accessories.. and we found a jewelry company named Van Cleef & Arpels :X d jeweleries were jz divine O_O and den ll went to talk wit her fren, so i strted to wac d 1st epi of dat anime.. it wasnt bad :) and guess what? d song i was finding appeared to be d ending song of dat anime O_O den d another song i was finding happened to be d same singer also

how i met your mother(milk)

Ted: No, it's not an adventure, it's a mistake! Lily: OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you? Ted: I dunno, you said mistake a lot.

just go with it

jz finished watching d movie called "just go wit it" :) it's a romance comedy ... and it was reli nice at d ending wen d man said to d woman sbout another gurl, he said:" she's good, shes vry nice, thers only one problem.. she's not you.." :) hw romantic is dat?? XDD well, atlis for me its romantic :X ...

inspiration

just finished watching mtv vma of 2011 xD and nw d time is 1.24am.. since i was having insomnia jz nw, so i went to wac it X333 (mayb it cud make me feel mor sleepy or sumthin) and d 1st performer of mtv vma was gaga ~~~XDDDDD and she inspired me though she always did because she was reli into wat she was doing and i cud c dat frm her performance xDDD she din stop singin even though she fell down frm d .. piano.. because she was too excited:X and actually, in my opinion, ntg cud b mor wonderful than dat..:DD i jz cant describe hw great she is for me, but ... reli... shes an inspiration for everyone:)))) feel happy for her dat she gt d best female award ^^

productive

jz came bac from lecture.. :) yes.. lecture on friday nite.. :X felt so tired nw >< anyway, i did mor thngs today.. -1st i arrived at class half hour earlier -2nd i bought 2 books frm a store wic sells every books for $5-10 -3rd made an appointment at Westpac for a student acc.. finally.. -4th i went to lindt for the 'famous waffle' x333 and it tasted reli gud O_O -5th visited 'love and devotion' exhibition wit Sana.. and i realized that Persia is full of romance ^^ -6th lecture on FRIDAY NITE :P

Cat

jz nw, my bro came bac and told me dat ther was a cat followed him frm outside to our floor.. so i opened d door, and it was stil ther.. den i gt so hyper and strted thnkin if i shud bring it bac outside.. den i opened d door, d cat was rite infrnt of my door xDD <33333 i was so shocked and excited...reli OwO so i went out frm my unit den d cat was following me xDDD~~~ den i sorta.. played wit it.. for lik few mins..til i went down d stairs.. and it followed me til d outside.. xD den i played wit it at d outside for awhile..<33333 it's my 1st time to ever touched a cat for so long... xDDD ~~ stil hyper-ing nw xDDD love d way it walks around my legs.. <3

1st day of class

dis morning is 1st day of class.. i cant believe i was late cz i tot d class was actually strted at 8.30am.. and i tot was 8.45am..-.-lll but luckily!!!! d teacher was late tooo~~~ xPPP so wat we did for our 1st class = drawing.. :X we were drawing potatoes.. while d studio beside us got to draw naked lady!!! O_O for their 1st class!!!!~ bt we're oni gona hav that few days later until studio B ~.~ anyway.. i realized dat d teachers in foundation r actually better in teaching than d lecturers :X ... jz sayinggggg, doesnt min they werent gud :X however, hope everythng goes smoothly :)

1st day

2moro will be my 1st class for comm design.. >< abit excited and nervous, but scared at d same time.. cz im afraid im nt gud enuf.. anyway>< learn learn learn!!!! >:DDDD here i come!!! *fingers crossed*

3 movies straight !!

I've finally watched "3 idiots" today ~ vry nice and meaningful movie ^^<<< almost 3 hours movie as well:X learned alot frm it :) ther was a quote frm it dat i find it interesting - 'Never Try to be Successful, Pursue Excellence; Pursue excellence, and success will follow' then 2nd movie was "bad teacher", it's not bad... a mean character as a main character inside and gt a gud ending :X though another character was mor mean ...^^" 3rd movie- "crazy little thing called love", it's actually a thai movie... :X pretty nice wit handsome main character xP gt crush on each other for 3/4 year and waited for 9 years.. shud i call it fairytale or true love? :X and now im listening to Boyce Avenue's cover again^^ reli lovely comment i found below their video - u all din jz sing it, u feel the music.. << sumthin lik dat :) So many wonderful things i've seen and listened today ^^~ "how can i be angry when ther r so mani beautiful things around"<< "american beauty"'s quote^^

dis morning, i woke up at 8am to arrange my timetable online.. and i 've been refreshing d webpage for longer tan 30 mins since d page was too busy.. -.- luckily, i gt my timetable dat i wanted :) during d afternoon, i went out for lunch wit yoyo, sana and vito :) guess wat? i wore d diff shoes for my left and right foots -.- they look almost d same jz d clrs and heels r diff -.- so i had to pretend lik i wore it dis way purposely ...bt luckily my frens cudnt notice it at 1st.. anyway, for d lunch... we went to a restaurant/bar and inside r fulled of adults..though it has pretty cool environment.. well.. obviously.. we went to d wrong place for lunch.. and d menu was reli hard to understand and d lists for alcohol r mor than d food -.- bt d food was f*ckin exp.. O_Olll ofcz, d food was pretty tasty as well~ it was my 1st time eating ox's tongue OxO after d lunch.. we went for a walk den we arrived at max brenner, den we sat ther for few hrs chatting and playin 'truth or dare' -.- basically, ther r 2 main thngs we did today.. wic r walking and eating -.- cz after max brenner, we went to hav our dinner and few mor frens join us for gathering wic r edmund, jessie and mahmud ?? anyway, it was pretty cool wen sitting together cz all of us r frm diff nationalities :) as d same, we sat ther for few hrs chatting and eating den i went home earlier since i ran out of money.. d rest of them were planning to wac movie/ play bowling -.-lll in short , i had a nice and tiring day -.-

ice skating

just came back frm city.. went ice skating with yoyo and sana today...ice skating was so difficult for me -.-lll i fell down for few times and my backside was painful.. anyway, i gained mor than i expected..atlis i din went to the middle >:) after sana went bac, me and yoyo had dinner at red skills restaurant.. pretty nice place :)

2nd time driving test

haha, finally i passed my driving test ^^~ i was reli reli lucky today because i shud hav failed adi if according to the rules :X especially the 1st part= slope.. after i reached the line.. den i shud cross it, bt then my car reversed for TWICE.. and d 2nd time my car no longer touches d line.. so dat time i oni rmb wat my trainer said wic was add oil O_O so i ADDDDDDD~~~~!!!! im suprise that d woman pengawai passed me o.o ~ so thx alot to my trainer and the pengawai ^^~ and i went back home and told my bro who has failed driving test twice becz of d reason dat almost made me fail O.O He was speechless XDDDD well,hu cal he laughed at me wen i failed my 1st driving test~~~ muahahaha~~XD hahaaa~~ hw shud i say abt my test?~ “pass到值得” and nw, i jz came back from 1u wit my mom, dinner night turned into shopping night ~ <333

visa

My student visa is completed..nw jz left booking earlier flight oni~ thx to my bro for helping m wit d visa :)

sung ha jung

my cousin recommended me to listen his music^ He's so skillful and talented (o.o)b Then i realized it's all simply because he loves wat he's doing :)

today

Today, i jz failed my driving test.. well, d reason was i spent more than 5 mins on parking -.- Though i was a little unhappy since i wanted to pass it so badly.. however,wat annoyed me was i had to wait for few mor hours after d test~.~ Anyway, i still hav to face it .. but i wont think too much anymore, jz hope dat i can pass it nex time >< nw jz concentrate on enjoying my cny:)

driving test

Imma having driving test 2moro.. GODDDDDDD... i reli wish dat i can pass it so dat i wont hav to be so annoyed everytime /.\especially wen d time i was getting scolded.. anyway.. i jz hope dat all my hard works on driving wud be paid back >< come on.. i jz wanna pass my driving test..T.T God bless me .. ....*fingers crossed*

God Bless..

It's been while since i posted xD.. i noe.. i've jz gt so rotten fro stayin at home most of the time >< anyway... my mum was supposed to cook me chilli pan mee this morning, but then she received a call sayin that my grandpa has some problem wit his health condition.. so she has to go back immediately wit my fath to visit my grandpa..>< God bless him..