punishment

you know i dun wanna talk abt this, but.. as a lesson for the future-me.. I have to.. so i have finally handed in all my projects, which i've been rushing since last week.. but i dun feel happy or relieved........ so lets strt frm last week: ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I had three project, D due on tue, postcards due on ytd and F due today.F was a long project that required lots of time and commitment.. this was the reason i chose to finish both D and postcards first so that i cud fully concentrate on F. I finished the postcards pretty early but D was a folio project so i gotta spend some time working on it, then i ended up finishing them on monday.. while on tuesday we were sorta having presentation abt ideas and stuff abt the finishing product thngy.. this was the another part which i was pretty pissed off cz i din get much comment on my design comparedas it wasnt inspiring to me watsoever..the teacher was jz saying "it's pretty nice effect on the artwork..~ " and other stuff...for me, this was more disappointing than receiving critics ... bt its sumthing i shud learn to create a design that offers discussion for audience..ANYWAY, the point was ... the deadline of that project has been CHANGED to NEXT WEEK.. >>>I jz nid some1 to smack me in the face..<<< bt in a positive thnkin, i have time to fix my design again.. anyway, this jz change my entire day as i was spending so much time on a project that due next week while leaving another project to be completed in 3days.. -.- let me repeat myself.. project F was a total headache cz it needs TIME...etc. bt I was jz exhausted with everythng.. so i went to sleep early and planning to start doing project F in the morning of wed.. so this left me 2 DAYS to complete a 12PAGES of webpage..(i used to spend 3-4days for 4pages of design in last project of previous sem) So i was trying pretty hard and giving my best for the remaining.. which brought us to ytd.. I stayed up until 3-4am and planning to wake up at 6-7 this morning.. and GUESS WAT, I OVERSLEPT and woke up at 8.. while the project was due be4 12.30.. I din even have memory of hearing 2 of my alarms ringing.. guess i was sleeping-dead... In the end, I submitted my project in 12.24pm which is be4 deadline and i was relieved abt it until i realized 2 navigation in each of my webpages were "terbalik" after returning frm toilet(yea.. toilet)..and it was nearly 12.30.. bt i decided gave it my all to fix the navigation.. AT THIS TIME, my laptop suddenly became LAGGGGGGG before i cud strt fixing the stuff.. which left me 2 minutes... and when i was finished and ready to submit again.. it was 12.31.... that time i was jz reli frustrated(still abit frustrated nw) as all my efforts had GONE..gone.. i was thnking y wudnt i wait for toilet be4 checking the webpage.. etc.. ther were lots of stuff on my mind.. I figured mayb i shudnt submit again after all since ther was gonna be reduction of marks 5% becz of late submission....so i jz went to my class right away.... however, i stil hav submitted it for the second time cz i realized it is much important to hand in a proper work rather than submitting a bad work on time.. so i returned home after class to re-submit the work again.. (as the rest is all up to the teacher to choose either to be marked)..I dun expect much result for this project so i reli nida nail the upcoming project.. in order to balance up the scores.. though quality of design shudnt be defined my scores.. bt i dun lik the design of anythng below "DI" & "HD"... so... still.. GOD BLESS ME.. ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// these are obviously a punishment/lesson for me to not procrastinate anymore.. cz all the problems mentioned above wudnt exist if i chose to strt working earlier.. It's a habit and choice.. but i gotta overcome it..