happy bday.. me

dats rite, happy 19th to me~~ well, dis year... it's alright... :) since i enjoy spending my time alone.. so, my brothers went out for movie and i gotta stay bac for lecture.. on friday's night.. and my bday.. :| atlis i bought myself 2 tops and got 2 brunetti's cakes frm my brothers.. dis is nt my best bday after all.. wit d fact dat im turning 19... not to mention dat ll got her tattoo on today and lm they went to movie on my bday..however, BIG THANKS to those hu wished me and i jz realized dat d day wic i say most "thankyou"s ... dats rite.. on my bday:P bt thx to d yall anyway :)))) \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ... my wish?? well... 1. hope to be young,beautiful, and attractive FOREVER(physically.. such as having a much fair and smooth skin, no more hair loss or gray hair prob...etc.. :X come on, it's good wish alright~ ) 2. hope to learn more abt art and designs,meanwhile, making good uses of it :) 3. get to draw more and try more kinds of drawings,and make huge improvement on my skills and techniques. 4. hope to get much smarter and better in doing things, such as having much motivation,time management.. etc.. 5. hope to hav mor good things happen on me, my best frens, and families :) 6. hope to discover my own magic/super power ability~ (im serious~ :P u got prob wit it??) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// well, hope my wishes come true dis year~~ i noe im greedy~ but...come on.. IT'S MY BDAY!!! :PPPP

nude drawing

this morning was d 2nd time i did nude drawing~ i was in rush and forgot to bring my papers :| and so was rocky~ den we sorta rushed to d artist supplies to get papers, we went.. even though d teacher din allow us to go, cz she wanted us to borrow papers frm classmates and stay until d break to leave.. well, we din listen~ cz our classmates oni brought few anyway~ -.- she wasnt happy.. reli, a bit.. well.. as if she was gonna provide us free papers immediately~.. -.- skip to d drawing process~ hahaha, i realized it was NOT reli a gud idea to draw naked person in early morning without having breakfast in d 1st place.. :| hhaha, d funi part was wen jenny said :"其实鬼佬画得也不怎么样～“ (i burst into laugh rite away, cz i was actually thnkin abt d same thng too.. jz dat i din say it out loud..:P) den suddenly kc fell down in d middle of drawing process, she tot it was too hot in d studio.. she fainted.. :X however, i realized dat we shud respect and appreciate d efforts of models as artists, cz i realized dat it wasnt easy to keep a posture for a long period..naked.. even though they liked doin it or did dat jz for paid, watever, bt still... :) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// after drawing class, me,summer and rimma went to take sum photos for research of studio c.. since we were supposed to finish them since las week.. still, it was quite efficient of us to be able to finish d task in an hour :) hahahah~

happiness?

whats the definition of happiness?? Im not happy?? Im so happy that i can just accept every bad things that happened and move on, how unhappy i could be?? hw happy could a person be when he's letting every little things to bug him constantly?? isnt that jz showed hw unhappy he felt wit his life????

quote by me :DD

sometimes its the simple things in life that we cannot attain. (translated by ll)

Sweeney Todd

Jz finished watching "Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street".. wat a sad movie, d man hu wanted to take revenge eventually killed his own beloved ... :\ clearly prove dat hatred can put someone in blindfold :X and so as love.. :X anyway, love helena bonham carter's acting and Tim Burton's movies!! ^^ cant wait to wac "Dark Shadow" !!! xDD

축 생일

so it has been a week since i posted.. anyway, i was busy over my assignment last few days and i oni slept for an hour d day be4 since i gotta hand them all in d nex day.. luckily, i managed to submit them all ytd morning..thanks to god and ll !! :DDD and thx to d gurl at officework too cz she helped me wit printing and scanning of my works :)) yes.. yesss.. i noe i shudnt leave thngs to las sec .. X| and i stil hav oracle project due on d day after.. T.T oh yea, ytd was d 1st time i did nude drawings:D memorable~ though they luk funny cz i wasnt allowed to luk at d paper while drawing~ ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// ohh, and another news.. today is junki's bday!!! xDDD Happy Birthday xD!!! 축 생일 !! :DDD

im thnkin~

so lately i've been thnkin wat happened to me since i was slacking off too much.. and den i finally found d answer- my sch works r not interesting enuf to fascinate me -.- so i figured wat i shud do i to find d interesting part frm d sch works so dat i can hav motivation to do them :P