p.s. I love you?! seriously??

so I've jz finished watching this movie >> p.s. I love you. to be honest, it sucked.. like.. really... SUCKED.. and ther r countless reasons to that.. 1st of all, the settings were stupid, for example: the random guy appeared in the movie for just a short while, doing nothing much to the story except sleeping wit the main female and singing for her like after her husband's death in less than a month..(or maybe around that) guess what, he ended up with the main female in the end rather than another guy who appeared alot in the movie and liked the woman from the beginning and the reason they din end up together was becz they don't have feelings for each other after they kissed.. the guy said he was like kissing with his sister, I min.. I get that and it was normal for thngs like this to be happened, but that was just f*cking DUMD..(if you know what I min).. and another wrong part with the movie was the gurl's clothing style, she didnt have a fixed style of clothing in the movie though she had such strong characteristics .. so lets see few from the list: art student clothing(with tons of colours going on), mature-looking tight dress, vintage/retro looking dress, hoodies...etc and all were just too dissimilar in style-.- plus, her acting skills was so bad+fake and just made u felt like she was just reacting to each individual scenes rather than connecting all the parts together.. maybe it was becz of her clothing.. but it was rather irritating and disturbing to actually watch her kissing scenes.. in fact, it was kinda killing me to watch it -.- it looked so damn weird(it's not gross, but .. trust me.. it's weird) and i dont thnk it was related to her acting skills watsoever.. //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// there are countless of reasons that this movie is bad(like mani of the parts just seem wrong..)I dont even know y the novel was once so popular back then, I agree that the way , which the husband left letters for his wife after his death was kinda creative, but somehow I just get the feeling like the author just throwing cheesy stuffs into the story in order to make the it more romantic or something, but it jz didnt make sense..I thnk the romantic feelings still can be reflected even from the small and simple things instead of.. you know.. saying cheesy stuffs.. doing cheesy things..it was just too FAKE.. more fake than "THE VOW" ( \though the vow is inspired by true events..) ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I was trying my very best to finish the movie so that I could remove it from my movies collection smoothly.. anyway, I'm so GLAD I didnt read the book -.-

grp project

damn the grp project !!! Im having another grp project this time and its about making a youtube clip and get as mani views as possible.. so there are 4 ppl in the grp.. and of cz, there are few issues within.. 1st: theres a fren of mine who chose to grp with another fren of her which i knew was gonna be useless after all, and the fren of her chose to grp with another useless person who hasnt even finished her previous project yet.. 2nd: the friend of mine keeps wanna insist in her idea even when other members dun like it.. 3rd: we were planning to get it uploaded during the weekend but one of the member jz have to work and stuff so we hav to postpone it.. 4th: my fren who didnt get approval with her idea doesnt feel happy whatsoever, thnking that "OUR" idea went to waste (P.S. i wasnt involved in the idea, i was just adapting with hers, yet she thinks im on the same boat with her idea, and now shes dragging me around)... 5th: I cant thnk of 5th yet, but I hate group project...!!! ////////////////////////////////////////////////////// owhhh, greaat.. now 2 of the members wanna quit..my reaction >> GO KILL YOURSELF!!

punishment

you know i dun wanna talk abt this, but.. as a lesson for the future-me.. I have to.. so i have finally handed in all my projects, which i've been rushing since last week.. but i dun feel happy or relieved........ so lets strt frm last week: ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I had three project, D due on tue, postcards due on ytd and F due today.F was a long project that required lots of time and commitment.. this was the reason i chose to finish both D and postcards first so that i cud fully concentrate on F. I finished the postcards pretty early but D was a folio project so i gotta spend some time working on it, then i ended up finishing them on monday.. while on tuesday we were sorta having presentation abt ideas and stuff abt the finishing product thngy.. this was the another part which i was pretty pissed off cz i din get much comment on my design comparedas it wasnt inspiring to me watsoever..the teacher was jz saying "it's pretty nice effect on the artwork..~ " and other stuff...for me, this was more disappointing than receiving critics ... bt its sumthing i shud learn to create a design that offers discussion for audience..ANYWAY, the point was ... the deadline of that project has been CHANGED to NEXT WEEK.. >>>I jz nid some1 to smack me in the face..<<< bt in a positive thnkin, i have time to fix my design again.. anyway, this jz change my entire day as i was spending so much time on a project that due next week while leaving another project to be completed in 3days.. -.- let me repeat myself.. project F was a total headache cz it needs TIME...etc. bt I was jz exhausted with everythng.. so i went to sleep early and planning to start doing project F in the morning of wed.. so this left me 2 DAYS to complete a 12PAGES of webpage..(i used to spend 3-4days for 4pages of design in last project of previous sem) So i was trying pretty hard and giving my best for the remaining.. which brought us to ytd.. I stayed up until 3-4am and planning to wake up at 6-7 this morning.. and GUESS WAT, I OVERSLEPT and woke up at 8.. while the project was due be4 12.30.. I din even have memory of hearing 2 of my alarms ringing.. guess i was sleeping-dead... In the end, I submitted my project in 12.24pm which is be4 deadline and i was relieved abt it until i realized 2 navigation in each of my webpages were "terbalik" after returning frm toilet(yea.. toilet)..and it was nearly 12.30.. bt i decided gave it my all to fix the navigation.. AT THIS TIME, my laptop suddenly became LAGGGGGGG before i cud strt fixing the stuff.. which left me 2 minutes... and when i was finished and ready to submit again.. it was 12.31.... that time i was jz reli frustrated(still abit frustrated nw) as all my efforts had GONE..gone.. i was thnking y wudnt i wait for toilet be4 checking the webpage.. etc.. ther were lots of stuff on my mind.. I figured mayb i shudnt submit again after all since ther was gonna be reduction of marks 5% becz of late submission....so i jz went to my class right away.... however, i stil hav submitted it for the second time cz i realized it is much important to hand in a proper work rather than submitting a bad work on time.. so i returned home after class to re-submit the work again.. (as the rest is all up to the teacher to choose either to be marked)..I dun expect much result for this project so i reli nida nail the upcoming project.. in order to balance up the scores.. though quality of design shudnt be defined my scores.. bt i dun lik the design of anythng below "DI" & "HD"... so... still.. GOD BLESS ME.. ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// these are obviously a punishment/lesson for me to not procrastinate anymore.. cz all the problems mentioned above wudnt exist if i chose to strt working earlier.. It's a habit and choice.. but i gotta overcome it..