jz came bac frm capitol theatre wher students had a talk from lee cun xin (d real guy frm mao's last dancer). he was a 50 years old man and he talked abt his experiences and stuff .. in fact, he sounded lik a father giving advices to ppl, lik work hard, get out of our comfort zone ...etc. then, during d Q&A period, i was selected by teacher to ask him d 1st ques.. so d man was lik :" strt from seen..." den he came over and handed me d microphone.. and my mind was totally blanked.. wat i was supposed to ask " what do u thnk ur life wud be lik if teacher song hadnt tapped on the shoulder of the man in sch room that time?" bt i was jz completely forgotten abt wat i shud hav asked...so everyone was lik smiling and watching me, waiting for me to open my mouth and ask the ques... since i was nervous , i said : " Hi...hi... i wud lik to ask.. i wud lik to ask.......................(few sec passed) what do u thnk ur life wud be lik if teacher song had not tapped on the shoulder of the man in the sch 'dooo'....sch room!!! that time..." (sumthin lik dat... i cant reli rmb wth i've actually said..) den, he ans me as i expected ( he wud be peasant ) and he was vry nice , he explained to me d meaning of peasant in case i cudnt understand.. :) however, i was absolutely embarrassed of the whole thng..( d ques part) .. den d b*tch synthia was lik teasing me after d talk bt i jz kept smiling and sayin i was nervous dats y...[in fact, i wanted to slap,kick, punch, and stab dat b*tch 99 ... -.- @#$%^ dat b*tch was wearing slipper-like shoe<<(as she said was comforting) and went on the stage to giv flowers...f*ck she gt no common sense] /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// in addition, i wonder y al d ppl bought his book becz of his signature..seriously...-.- i rather to spend money to pay for his advices than his signature -.- dats y i came home quickly and blog abt my problem-.- alright.. time to strt doing my essay :D