happy bday.. me

dats rite, happy 19th to me~~ well, dis year... it's alright... :) since i enjoy spending my time alone.. so, my brothers went out for movie and i gotta stay bac for lecture.. on friday's night.. and my bday.. :| atlis i bought myself 2 tops and got 2 brunetti's cakes frm my brothers.. dis is nt my best bday after all.. wit d fact dat im turning 19... not to mention dat ll got her tattoo on today and lm they went to movie on my bday..however, BIG THANKS to those hu wished me and i jz realized dat d day wic i say most "thankyou"s ... dats rite.. on my bday:P bt thx to d yall anyway :)))) \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ ... my wish?? well... 1. hope to be young,beautiful, and attractive FOREVER(physically.. such as having a much fair and smooth skin, no more hair loss or gray hair prob...etc.. :X come on, it's good wish alright~ ) 2. hope to learn more abt art and designs,meanwhile, making good uses of it :) 3. get to draw more and try more kinds of drawings,and make huge improvement on my skills and techniques. 4. hope to get much smarter and better in doing things, such as having much motivation,time management.. etc.. 5. hope to hav mor good things happen on me, my best frens, and families :) 6. hope to discover my own magic/super power ability~ (im serious~ :P u got prob wit it??) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// well, hope my wishes come true dis year~~ i noe im greedy~ but...come on.. IT'S MY BDAY!!! :PPPP

nude drawing

this morning was d 2nd time i did nude drawing~ i was in rush and forgot to bring my papers :| and so was rocky~ den we sorta rushed to d artist supplies to get papers, we went.. even though d teacher din allow us to go, cz she wanted us to borrow papers frm classmates and stay until d break to leave.. well, we din listen~ cz our classmates oni brought few anyway~ -.- she wasnt happy.. reli, a bit.. well.. as if she was gonna provide us free papers immediately~.. -.- skip to d drawing process~ hahaha, i realized it was NOT reli a gud idea to draw naked person in early morning without having breakfast in d 1st place.. :| hhaha, d funi part was wen jenny said :"其实鬼佬画得也不怎么样～“ (i burst into laugh rite away, cz i was actually thnkin abt d same thng too.. jz dat i din say it out loud..:P) den suddenly kc fell down in d middle of drawing process, she tot it was too hot in d studio.. she fainted.. :X however, i realized dat we shud respect and appreciate d efforts of models as artists, cz i realized dat it wasnt easy to keep a posture for a long period..naked.. even though they liked doin it or did dat jz for paid, watever, bt still... :) /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// after drawing class, me,summer and rimma went to take sum photos for research of studio c.. since we were supposed to finish them since las week.. still, it was quite efficient of us to be able to finish d task in an hour :) hahahah~

happiness?

whats the definition of happiness?? Im not happy?? Im so happy that i can just accept every bad things that happened and move on, how unhappy i could be?? hw happy could a person be when he's letting every little things to bug him constantly?? isnt that jz showed hw unhappy he felt wit his life????

quote by me :DD

sometimes its the simple things in life that we cannot attain. (translated by ll)

Sweeney Todd

Jz finished watching "Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street".. wat a sad movie, d man hu wanted to take revenge eventually killed his own beloved ... :\ clearly prove dat hatred can put someone in blindfold :X and so as love.. :X anyway, love helena bonham carter's acting and Tim Burton's movies!! ^^ cant wait to wac "Dark Shadow" !!! xDD

축 생일

so it has been a week since i posted.. anyway, i was busy over my assignment last few days and i oni slept for an hour d day be4 since i gotta hand them all in d nex day.. luckily, i managed to submit them all ytd morning..thanks to god and ll !! :DDD and thx to d gurl at officework too cz she helped me wit printing and scanning of my works :)) yes.. yesss.. i noe i shudnt leave thngs to las sec .. X| and i stil hav oracle project due on d day after.. T.T oh yea, ytd was d 1st time i did nude drawings:D memorable~ though they luk funny cz i wasnt allowed to luk at d paper while drawing~ ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// ohh, and another news.. today is junki's bday!!! xDDD Happy Birthday xD!!! 축 생일 !! :DDD

im thnkin~

so lately i've been thnkin wat happened to me since i was slacking off too much.. and den i finally found d answer- my sch works r not interesting enuf to fascinate me -.- so i figured wat i shud do i to find d interesting part frm d sch works so dat i can hav motivation to do them :P

korean drama

i've been watching "you're beautiful" for my whole day, though i hav tons of assignments waiting for me :X.. sorry~(yea, d show dat i've been stuck at epi 2 for d last few years) anyway, i found out that im actually also quite sorta attracted to feminine looking guy :D such as jang geun suk in dat drama, though he used to luk mor manly in "beethoven virus", bt i prefer his style after "you're beautiful"~ :P however, im having an issue rite now.. mayb i shud jz sit back and fantasize.. but... Y IS D PPL IN DRAMA,MOVIE(..etc) SO ROMANTIC ??!!! AND CANT BE HAPPENNED IN REAL LIFE???!!! I NOE DAT ALL OF DAT JZ MADE UP BY PPL BUT.. STIL...SO UNFAIR!!! UNFAIR!! >:((((

i.draw

dats rite, i drew sumthin (comic style gurl) tonite and it wasnt part of assignment :X its been so long since i actually feel lik wanna draw sumthin out of my own voluntary especially comic style illustration.. and i did it tonite :DDD though it isnt completed yet :X atlis i gav out my 1st step and i wud lik to finish it soon :X i cant guarantee my new visual diary wud be full of drawings at d end of dis year, bt i hope i wud always hav d mood or motivation to keep drawing.. strange hope.. i noe.. haha~ :X well, drawing in head is always diff compared to doing it physically..

nail art + workshop bar

oh y, i was too concentratin on talkin abt d anime. btw, i ytd went out since 7.45am for classes den left earlier during studio c. anyway, ther was a 1st gathering for communication design 1st year student on ytd 5.30pm at workshop bar. so be4 dat went to rocky's place for d 1st time and she did me a my 1st nail art :) reli lovely of her, thx rocky!! :DD so after dat we went to d workshop bar wit sana and summer. it was my 1st time to go to a bar as well and it was a cool place wit diff style of interior, d drnks and pizzas nt as exp as i tot bar shud be :) anyway, it was gud to noe abt other classmates as well :)

ending of saiunkoku monogatari

i jz finished d 2nd season of saiunkoku monogatari ytd and today i went to chec on d real ending of the story thru d novel :X guess what, i found d real ending and i finally understand d reason of not releasing d following season of d anime: in case i forgot, i paste it here::: [[[[[True Epilogue]]]]]] - Ryuuki's reign truly begins in Jyouchi 5. His reign is noted for having no wars and for cleaning up after the 100 years war. Much like his father was compared to Sougen, he is compared to Soushuu. He's also famed for having only 1 wife. - At age 32, he marries Kou Shuurei. At that point she was a famous official but she gives up her official status and accepts Ryuuki's proposal. - This is also the year when a new girl passes the examinations. This new girl is Shuuran from the Brown Providence and also becomes the first Female Prime Minister of Saiunkoku. - Ryuuki's reign is famed for a period when women were exceptionally famous. Hyou Shusui advanced schooling, Kou Yuri conducted a lot of charity and raised the quality of life throughout saiunkoku. Shuuran governed well. Ran Jyuusanhime was famed in the military while Heki Karin was famed in the arts. Sai Rin became the minister of crafts while being the wife of the Prime Minister. - Kou Shuurei is one of the most famous because her life was not too long.. The year after her marriage, Kou Shuurei died in childbirth at age 30. She died saying "my just a little more time ended" Few records of her life remain leading to her legendary status. - Shi Ryuuki immediately made Riou his successor but Riou gave up his succession right to Shuurei's daughter who lives 70 years as a rare Queen. Riou becomes prime minister after Tei Yuushun Kei Yuuri and Ri Kouyu and restarts the tradition of Hyou family in the government. - Shuurei's daughter is one of the rare Queens of Saiunkoku's history (asides from the ancient queens) and was said to closely resemble her mother. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// well, it was right not to hav following seasons to be released becz d ending FUCKING SUCKED even though shuurei finally married to ryuuki, bt they oni gotta live wit each other for a year be4 shuurei's death(they dun even gotta chance to stay wit each other more in anime as well since both of them always busy wit their own business-.-). in my opinion, the real happy ending shud lik : shuurei married to ryuuki and both lead their lives together happily ever after, their daughter becomes d 1st queen in history and so on since mani and characters(except shuurei,ryuuki and sakujun)and parts of d anime usually hav happy solutions -.- and i din even get to c sakujun more though i understand it was right to let him died at d beginning-.- anyway, the ending SUCKED!!!! :((((( i also thnk dat ther r too mani chracters in d story -.- (FUCK D AUTHOR)luckily i finished d anime without knowing d ending if not i wudnt hav courage to wac anymore -.- ANYWAY, i shud proceed to my next target, chrno crusade >:)

saiunkoku monogatari

jz finished watching 2nd season of saiunkoku monogatari >< and d ending wasnt even lik an ending also even though i knew it wud be lik dis>< but... it was still a vry nice anime T.T and i wanna wac more!!!!!!!! watching it has became part of my daily routine T.T !!! and i felt bad for not knowing more of d story T.T especially abt sakujun's part T.T it was such a sad and romantic story~~~ T.T though few years had passed and ther wasnt any news for releasing of 3rd season but i stil hope for it dat one day i can wac d rest of d story of anime T.T